Today is the last post for 2009 and december!
Cause I'm leaving tomorrow, leaving for what?
Philippines, you might wonder again?
Well i can tell you, YES!AGAIN!
Kays got to go pack. Later going to chirst church
secondary school to watch my bro's performance.
YOU GO ROCK THE HOUSE BRO! GOODLUCK!
I will post next year again kays,chao.
Merry chirstmas and a happy new year!
will always remember ; Cui ying, Liyana, Alia,Jocelyn tan, Jocelyn lin, Pei si, Taufiqah, sazilah,
Zhen hui, Ayuni,Crystal chin, Fiona tan, Tania,Emily,saraniya,Kesmin,Abigal,Hui xin,sarah,Mrs.choong and lots more!
Sepcial thanks and regarts to :
Mrs choong : Thx for teaching,guiding me in all that i do and thanks for not giving up on me in both my studies and personal life.
Mr isham : Thx for the guidance and patience you took for class 6B, I really improve my english alot and the credicts goes to you :D Btw funny jokes and storys.
TO ALL OF YOU OUT THERE, DON'T GIVE UP ON YOUR DREAMS CAUSE IF YOU DARE TO DREAM,YOUR DREAM WILL COME TRUE!
Just took this at vista point, having breakfast with Nicole.
I can't take it anymore,I'm surronded with girls and kisses.
Oh look chocolate got a close up by the two Bff's what a lucky guy.
AHHH! what an ugly monster!
~Melody and the best mom ever~
{-/$Hoyomi%-/}
Nicole's and Melody's lucky charm (Bffs)
The door knot turn until it finally reach the last turn.The door was half open,"Are you still awake dear?" Mum cried out.I sat there staring at my mom with relive,When i finally calm myself down i told her,"Could you knock before you enter,i mean you could have scared me to death.Its a good think that i don't have a heart problem you know." My mom sit there looking at me,but i can see that there was a slight smile at the side of her face.Who knew mothers can be scary sometimes or most of the times.I reach out for the plate of cookies at my mother's hand.We both sat there for at least half an hour before going to bed, we talk about stuff that i never knew i would say it to my own mother, my own MOTHER! But i have to admit that for the first time in my life, that that talk was actually kind of cool.
"HEY WAKE UP,WAKE UP,YOUR LATE FOR SCHOOL." I sat up from my bed looking like i have just ate a frog and hit my alarm clock to shut the thing up.I climb out of bed headed for the showers and ate my breakfast.In just about 5Min's time Katherine would be here like every other school days.Katherine is my best friend since the 1st grade, she is like the member of our Anderson's family even my parents can't be use to it if she wasn't here every morning.The main door swung open,Katherine who was wearing a white color long sleeves,a red colour skinny jeans and hair that was tied in a ponytail and a white rose at the side of her ear said,"Hey girl,ready?"Just at that time,my parents came walking down the stairs when they spotted Katherine, they gave her a friendly wave. My mom pass me some money as she knew that Katherine and I would be heading to the cafe which was just a few blocks down before heading to school.
"So are you going to audition?"Katherine gave out a loud burst."audition what?"I said.
"A war in my head, of course." I didn't know for sure if i should audition.A war in my head is a play where a girl name Tiffany has a fear and she has to over come it if she wants to save her parents.So this play actually reflects to me well except for the part where i have to save my parents of course.I know Katherine would be auditioning for the role of the fear! "Its worth giving it a short."I muttered under my breath,"What?" Katherine said."Nothing let's just get going." When we reach outside of the cafe door,Katherine was so nervous that she was jumping up and down like a mad scientist.The only reason we come to this cafe every morning is because there is this real cute waiter that Katherine has like since like forever.We sat at one of the vacant seats at the back where we usually sit so that is kind of like our territory now if you compare to the freshman's.We both ordered a cup of coffee."Isn't he the cutest think you have ever seen?!"
"Katherine,you say that every time we come here don't you ever get tired of saying that because i know i do." Just as i finish that sentence, the waiter guy look over at where we are sitting and gave us a friendly smile before returning to do his own thing.
"Ring,Ring!" Looks like we are just in time for class."OK class, I've a surprise give for everyone."
The whole class eyes were wide open except for me.Why didn't it come yesterday?Is it really gone for good?"Jen,Jen."Dr.Morley said,but i was still in deep thought of my fears."JENNIFER CHLOE ANDERSON!"
Part 3 will be posted soon,Please tag to tell me so far is the story Good?Lame?Interesting?Bad? or anything you can describe it.
Thx...
To guest : Being fat doesn't mean you are ugly, like some drama series said,"its the inner-beauty that counts" As for your friends, you must learnt to let go otherwise, you wont see what the future has installed for you, so start making new friends ^.^
To Suying : Thx for the tag! and thx for reading my posts i really appreciate it :D You to must stay chio always. Hope you have a bright future ahead of you.
To Nicole : Sorry cause yesterday went to a friends birthday party and it just slip my mind,and today i will post but i will not post the part 2, but I'll tomorrow promise.
To Jocelyn : Thx for the tag! Btw work hard next year, cause i want to see my friend get in NA :D Like Mrs.choong always say, Do not give up on yourself because others haven't give up on you and you know that you will have my support in all that you do,except something that is against the law :P Good Luck.
Sorry if I've not been updating much, this few days i only went to facebook and
neglected my blog.Yesterday my family change the arrangement of my living room,
i love it so much. The television if facing back to back with the computer I'm not so sure
how to describe but i did take photo. No wonder people say that picture is so much easier
to describe than what you say or something like that. The only problem is my usb cable
has to be plug behind my computer so its hard for me to insert the usb, but i will upload the
picture into my laptop so maybe a week or so i will upload it, or maybe I'll wait until i come back from Philippines than I'll upload it cause I'm going Philippines next Sunday on the 20Th of December and will be spending my Christmas there AGAIN! its not that i don't like spending
my Christmas there with my cousins and all, but i do wish to spend Christmas once and a while
here in Singapore where my real home is and all my friends and family would come over to
visit me. Oh and i did mention in my previous post about my fear and there would be a part 1,2
and 3 but for some reason its gone. Like it just disappeared, but what can i do? its not up to me
to decided weather i want it gone or i want it to come. it just comes and go. Never mine i
don't wish to talk about that anyways.Holidays coming do enjoy yourself before a new year come but don't forget about your studies too ^.^ Go do your shopping while you can, don't wait
till' last minuet to do the shopping.
I'll like to wish you all an advance :
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR, cause i don't think I'll get to say
it during Christmas or maybe i would bring my laptop there to blog. See you
blog readers around :D
Nobody could understand what I'm going through.
Nobody could understand that devastating feeling.
Its horrible! Its Annoying! Its Heartbreaking! Its Irritating!
ITS GETTING IN MY NERVES, I CAN'T TAKE IT ANY LONGER!
I keep asking myself, "Why? Why? Why can't i be like any other normal girl."
A person once told be this sentence that remains in my heart FOREVER!.
"The bigger you grow, the lousier you get."
That sentence hit me hard, its like a knife has just poke straight
into my heart. The blood is pure RED! and the bleeding wouldn't stop,
it kept on bleeding profusely.I tried, I really did. I tried my best to overcome
my fears but it doesn't go away. The fear runs in my head at night all the time.
When the clock hits 10.00pm sharp, the fear would go running in my head.
Shiver runs down my spine that left me shaking and gasping for breath.
I stay in my room, lying down in my bed, hugging my teddy bear and staring
at the ceiling wall, waiting for the fear to come. When it eventually came,
I fight back but its strong, it did not hesitate to fight back. The war carried on
the whole night. Thoughts start to occur me, pictures began to flash on my head.
I was having a flashback, memories that i have with my classmate,friends and
family's. Fights and argument I had with my brother and my best friends.
I shoot up in my bed with a jolt, I was covered in cold sweat and was feeling
a bit sick. The breeze runs through my hair that left the curtains swaying.
I sat there thinking about my next plan and what would my next move be.
My parents gave a loud knock at my door, I snap out of my thought.
I quickly lay back down in my bed and cover myself up with the blanket.
My parents came in, sat next to me and said, "Darling, wake up or you would be late
for school." I didn't care, I just wanted to avoid school. My mom reach over to take
the blanket away from my face. I told her, " Mummy, I think I have a cold."
My mom touch my forehead to check the temperature. It was hot due to
the nightmare and the cold sweat. She told me I could stay at home to rest for the
day. They left for work after they had their breakfast. I stayed in bed for the whole day
without any of the 3 meals. From dawn to dust, I just stayed in bed which left my
parents really worried. The sun is setting, night falls in few hours time. The time now,
9.00pm, just like every other night I would watch television before going to bed.
Just one hour to go till you have to face your fears again. I started to lay in my bed
waiting for the clock to hit 10.00pm.
TICK.....TOCK...9.58.
TICK.....TOCK...9.59.
TICK.....TOCK...10.00.
TINK,TINK,TINK.
The clock was so loud that from my room I could hear it clearly.
I waited for it to come.I realised that I have already waited
for so long, I look direct into the clock, it shows 10.15pm.
I know that something was not right, it did not come.
WAIT! WAIT! WAIT!
The window, PLUNK! something hit the window that left a horrible
sound. I listen hardly, Iheard the sound of marble just above me.
It carried on for 10Min's. When Suddenly, the door knot turn. I freezed in
shocked. I didn't move a slightest muscle... ... ... ...
Part 2 will be posted soon,sorry for so many capital words today.
This story is originally posted by me, its
not copy and pasted.
Currently listening to : You belong with me.
Got back my results and i could say that i have done
my best. Weather i like it or not, what done is done
nothing you do can change the fact. I got in NA, i still remember
that when Mrs.choong announce those who got in NA, we were all
jumping up and down. choosing a secondary school does not look
as easy as it seems, you must think wide or wisely cause you are not
competing with your class, you are competing we the entire P6 in
Singapore. I really hope that i would get in to the school i want.
Kay's not much to post, maybe tomorrow or earlier this week
i will upload my recent photos i took at facebook. I tell you when
i have upload it so drop by to find out.
Pupang was playing Face Book, if I'm correct it was farm ville.